Saint Jerome Emiliani,
Watch over all children who are abandoned or unloved. Give us the courage to show them God’s love through our care. Help us to lose the chains that keep us from living the life God intended for us.
I care too much. I would go to the moon and back if you asked me to. When you need me, I drop everything and rush to your side.
I listen, you hear. That’s the difference between you and I. I have been there for you through everything and I still get nothing in return. I like to think I’m a good friend, but now that has become a questionable statement. Why is it that you can’t do what I do for you every minute of every day?! Why do I even bother being your friend if I know good and well you would never be there for me like I am for you?! Why waste my time?! Because I CARE.
I can’t depend on you anymore, I just get nothing in return. I WANT to do things special for you because that’s what best friends do and that’s what I CHOSE to do and I still get nothing in return. I would like the reassurance from just one person that my friendship with them means the world because when you’re a friend of mine, I give you the world and would do literally anything for you. Friendships are something that I cherish with my whole heart, I just wish you would realize that, but you don’t. And I don’t think you ever will. This is all hard for me to write about, but it’s the plain truth. I’m to the point where I don’t know what to do, I feel like I’m slowly slipping back to the way I used to be and nothing good could ever come of that. I’m scared and lost. I just want a friend, is that too much to ask for?! Yes it is, because I get nothing in return….
It’s weird to think how we became so close so fast. I would have never guessed in a million years we would be as close as we are right now. It’s surreal, but great. We have the most unique relationship a typical girl and boy have, but I wouldn’t change it for the world, we love each other one minute, then the next we are threatening that we will make each other’s lives hell. It’s total insanity, but of course, I can’t get enough of it. You’re like the big brother I never had, if someone messed with me, you would mess with them, if I called you crying, you would comfort me. You have always been there for me through my heartbreak and friendship troubles, you mean a lot to me and I hope nothing changes that. You’re amazing and you have so much ahead of you. I’m always here for you, I’m sure you know that, and any girl is lucky to call you her boyfriend, never settle for anything less but the best. Love you Chodddes. Forever and always