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I care too much. I would go to the moon and back if you asked me to. When you need me, I drop everything and rush to your side.
I listen, you hear. That’s the difference between you and I. I have been there for you through everything and I still get nothing in return. I like to think I’m a good friend, but now that has become a questionable statement. Why is it that you can’t do what I do for you every minute of every day?! Why do I even bother being your friend if I know good and well you would never be there for me like I am for you?! Why waste my time?! Because I CARE.
I can’t depend on you anymore, I just get nothing in return. I WANT to do things special for you because that’s what best friends do and that’s what I CHOSE to do and I still get nothing in return. I would like the reassurance from just one person that my friendship with them means the world because when you’re a friend of mine, I give you the world and would do literally anything for you. Friendships are something that I cherish with my whole heart, I just wish you would realize that, but you don’t. And I don’t think you ever will. This is all hard for me to write about, but it’s the plain truth. I’m to the point where I don’t know what to do, I feel like I’m slowly slipping back to the way I used to be and nothing good could ever come of that. I’m scared and lost. I just want a friend, is that too much to ask for?! Yes it is, because I get nothing in return….